You are right, when I count the hourly it still beats Mcdonalds so I should have a better attitude and perhaps invest more into it. I am considering putting in full time volume and study to get good and move up. I will try to put in as much volume as I can this month to get over 1k from rb and if I win at the tables too then I will move away from the speed tables and start table selecting and move permanently to 50nl.
Finally I am on a heater but I won't say it is a breakthrough yet as I am not sure if it is standard heater or improvement as I still have not studied. One thing I changed was a little bit of mindset in that I am doing a lot of things based on instinct which I don't personally think I have a great feel for poker so that is why I am not sure it is an improvement or luck.
Also made about $300 in rb this week so a 1k+ week at 20nl! I have to go to job tomorrow so don't know if I will get in much more hands this week but making money is motivating so we'll see.