Dont have to be a professor to figure out that the HU thing is dumb and it has to be cut out, if it was easy for me i woulda stopped it already, theese days i do it very rarely, earlier in my career HU poker would bust my bankroll, also Online casinos have been a problem for me.
I'm working on theese things and i see HUGE improvmements, playing 3 months now i have played the game that iv been working hard on 6max NLHE and i have seen awesome results.
A bump in the road i did experience this time also, as a spewed off 1k ( wich was at the time 30% of my roll ) and i felt miserable.
so far on this journey i have spewed off like 1,5k on silly stuff that only brings pain.
Why do i do it?
I mean i guess its kind of chasing losses, but some days it just isnt even chasing losses i think im going to be enjoying it when i start but i never do.7
Why it brings me back is probably cuz of in the back of my mind i remember the times where i win like 1-5k in a matter of hours playing way too high stakes HU PLO.
Focus of september will be alot on my mental game but also my pokergame,
@CrazyCookie and i will do great things in poker, mark my words!
I will for example make a calendar where i get to everyday mark out that i did not play any HU poker or Casino games, to remind me everyday that this is something i dont want to be doing.
September is going to be great
Oh and dont get me wrong , August have been amazing for me, i have improved ALOT and i am going to finish the challenge and im gonna do it with style
Thx,
Had a great day off today, went out on a date with my wife to our favourite restaurant while leaving the kid at grandma
Feeling excited about this weekend , last weekend of August
i want to play!