Jon-PokerVIP: Damn man sorry to see that downswing. Everything was looking like you could recover it but this will obv hurt the system.
How many days is this 4.5k hands over? What do you do about stop losses or stop wins?
4.5K hands were 5 sesn during 8 days in december. I try to stop playing when I loose 5 BIs, that means i check sit out on next BB. When I have winning session i try to play as much as i can until i am too tired or on winning tilt. Winnig tilt is much bigger problem for me than any other kind of tilt.
Viper: That downswing hurts but I've been through that kind of stuff myself and you can obviously recover! If you need to go down a level just do it and try to stay as focused and motivated as possible. I usually watch motivational videos when I need to.
I hope I can. will keep updating the blog so you can see how it is going
I am not sure about going back to nl4, probably will stay at nl10.
CrazyKeri: Unlucky on the downswing mattusko and I hope things pick up for you soon. Out of interest are you playing reg tables or speed?
I am playing 6-8 regular tables.
Thanks guys for the stopping here and your messages. This is what I need, to talk about it a little bit.
Right after i finished my session yesterday, I go to cashier and cashed 310$ and left just few bucks there. I was really surprised how much money i had left in my account after this swing. so it means still 210$ profit for after few days of playing. Nothing lifechanging but still sweet money and i will buy somethig for my GF. this was my initial idea. Do you know what happend 10 min after i confirm cashout? this: "WTF i just did, how i will play tomorrow"
Well maybe it is good thing that I did the cash out. I can clear my head plus I can finally (after month) edit some videos and make progres in my awesome short amsterdam clip(movie). I have GoPro Hero 3 and i love to shot whit it. Also i am going to see 3rd part of HOBBIT tonight at 23:59 and really looking forward to it.
Anyway, I can deposit anytime, but will probably wait few days. Meantime, I can send my recorded video to Jon (i hope you are looking forward to do leakfinder form me:) I will post some hands to learn something and finally reach 50 posts :D)
I will share some biggest pots and biggest spews with you, so you can see how fish i am. but not today, later.
Mattusko vs nl10 - 1:1, now is my turn.