I have always tried to look at the positives so far in this staking and ignore variance etc but when I looked at my graph on Sunday night I was 15 buyins below EV! I know this doesn't mean half as much as what most think it does but I usually just try and re assure myself during downswings by looking at EV also! Anyway enough of that negative shizz!
The point I was trying to get to was that this forced couple of days off seems to have done me the world of good! I feel like I have gotten a load of great pointers in my coaching sessions with @Prostaker but then just jumped back in the games! Never really giving them a chance to sink in and even trying to implement things without really understanding them! In these 2 days without internet I have just studied and gone back over all my coaching notes and my mind just feels so much clearer and I can see why I am doing things!
Internet hasn't been too bad tonight so I have managed a couple of hours play! Feel so much more positive and determined to regroup and crush