Hello guys,
The rough run continues, and my mindset is starting to slip.
I do feel like yesterday i played my best poker sofar at 100NL, we ran into AA with KK and lost 2 flips QQ v AK and AK v 10 10 all in pre, and i also had alot of other unfortunate spots.
Even after all this , we only ended up losing 1BIN wich is a very good thing, but what tilted me was that we were going to book a win in 2 sessions but i lost huge ones close to the end both sessions.
I did also rage quit ( took 30 min break ) after making a stupid 57€ call OTR ( this was when i was stuck at most ).
So... so far at 100NL we have basicly been breaking even, BUT after yesterday im confident that if we can just keep up this game, we are definitly beating the game if not CRUSHING, just give me some run good!
Why am i getting angry about varience?
- Fear, i fear the thought of moving down to 50NL again ( Bankroll 3,1k )
- Had been on a nice upswing peaking at 4K and have been losing since.
- I have been losing the majority of the flips lately.
Why should we not get angry?
- So what if we have to move down again, we just rebuild and keep on going!
- Variance is good! otherwise we would not have bad players
- Losing flips is going to happen 50% of the time, wich is pretty often
we are also go on a sweet run eventually where we win the flips
What am i going to change ?
-Basicly my focus on the money, going to try super hard to not think of the money.
-Stop looking in the cashier, and absolutely not check the graph mid session, just be aware.
While writing the last sentences i got a call from my Brother and he gave me a really good laugh
always helpful
PS.
Writing down your thoughts like this is for me atleast super helpful, it helps me let go of the weight and it gets my mind back on track.
GOOD LUCK AT THE TABLES EVERYONE!