There can not be a better way to finish the month than 7 BI downswing in the last day!
September: -100 from RB scam, so approx +1.3k$ month.
Stakes: +~35$ in PLO
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So pissed atm. I got trial for Snowie, and it said I played correct in the losing pots, so at least some relief. But I want to punch myself in the face anyway. So disappointed of myself after yet another mediocre month.
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I'm left with just 1 room with almost no RB - 888. I wanted to go for Yatching, but read some very bad things about it, and I'm not sure I want to risk with it. No Skrill as well at Yachting. Rake race would be a great addition to my motivation though. I thought of Party as well, but I have to use VPN for it, and I don't want to risk playing on 888 simultaneously since VPN's are not allowed there. I can't go on with just 888, since I can't get enough good tables during day time. ACR works without VPN, but it doesn't seem that soft at NL50 + no traffick at day time.
What is the gto here?
1) Yacting? Trouble getting money in + hand converter expense. Fishy games. Rake Race.
2) ACR? Haven't played there, but games look's a bit tougher from what I've seen in Jon's videos. No rake race.
3) Terminal? I could angle a new acc in there. I very liked the games, and it offers some different networks than Yachting (Hive + some other)? No rake race.
I really don't know.
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OctoberThe plan is to keep grinding NL50. I've got maybe 4k$ to my name, and I want at least 50 BI's for NL100 shot, so realistically I can't make it, but can get close to it and set myself up for a shot take by beginning of November.
Main focus will be volume. There was a great discussion in Staking thread, and also what
@CrazyCookie said in his recent video of inefficient studying made me think. I can clearly optimize my time! I should make a plan of what is my task for the next day (e.g. 30 min work with Snowie + 30 min coaching video). It's hard to come up with these tasks without a coach, but I will try.
I played 117h in September. Played 23 days. Avg 300 hands/h. And it is a problem. I do some aggro table select and often I'm open sitting at 3 tables and have just 1 running. It can be solved with adding another room, which I will.
So here goes my first ever freeroll - If I don't make 50k hands next month, I'll ship 25$ (I'm poor) to a random person who comments "In for the freeroll" during October.------------------------------------
I can make an OK living at NL50. Nobody in my family makes more than 800e/mo, and they are highly educated. I shouldn't feel bad with my 1.3k month, but I just want to make it sooo badly. You know, there was a time when I was grinding NL5 as my only (almost) income. Sometimes I had money for food (pasta + ketchup), sometimes not. I never asked for help although I'd have received it. I've gone through so much shit to be where I'm at now, and I can almost feel the goal (NL100)! NL100 is the stake that theoretically can make me baller. If not baller, than comfortable living for sure. My life is pretty much a mess right now, but reaching (and beating) NL100 is my priority. When I reach it, I won't think of moving up asap anymore. Started from the fucking bottom!
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I'll take tomorrow off, get sorted a new room, go for a longer work out. Lets go!